Lil Azn :)
My best friend, who is training to be a marine to protect us all. You can hate the government and the war but ALWAYS remeber that there are ppl out there just like you and me
Yours Truly <3

My best friend, who is training to be a marine to protect us all. You can hate the government and the war but ALWAYS remeber that there are ppl out there just like you and me

Yours Truly <3

Those dots are stars, i was having fun with photoshop. Any good?

Those dots are stars, i was having fun with photoshop. Any good?

I dislike when someone makes life complicated and then leaves the country for the week that’s cool

:D

So this is a happy entry. My bestie and i started dating tonight!! And now his parents are doing an in depth investigationon his life cuz he’s growing up.

Yours truly <3

Pray

Japan now faces a crisis. And we need to reach out and help them. Through our actions and our prayers. Imagine if we all took our coffee money and donated it to disaster relief. How hard is that really to do?

You dont have to repost this, but help in your own way. The world is full of smart people, if every person helps a little, imagine the difference we can make

Workin on my photoshop skills :)

Workin on my photoshop skills :)

Sometimes

Sometimes things happen and you think wow, this isnt supposed to work for people like us but it is. Arent i lucky. Eventually that fairytale will end and the truth crashes down around you. Those not meant to be will never be. The tension builds and hurt occurs. Sometimes all you can do in the end is sit down and cry. Groups are formed because people feel comfortable with these other select people; they have common interests, have similar personalities, or play the same sports. They’re a group for a reason, and they stay a group for the most part because they have a common thread that will inevitably link them together no matter what. We all think it’d be great to be friends with other groups, but deep down we know it’s just not going to work, we’re too different, when things get tough nothing is really holding us together, just a want, and sometimes wanting things isnt strong enough when real shit happens. This i am finding out the hard and painful way. Sometimes love isnt strong enough when it really comes down to it. When it’s good, it’s so good, but when it gets bad, everything just falls apart. He is honestly my best friend, and i love him like no other, i could barely live without him. When you feel like your’re losing someone you truly care about it’s supposed to hurt this bad, that means they really meant something to you and that part of you is going missing.

Yours Truly ♥

4 years

High school, 4 hell filled years of our lives. No guide book, no instrucion manual, just a good luck… if youre lucky. Oh it’s only 4 years they all say, uhm yea but do you realize the full extent of what those ‘simple’ 4 years is full of? Crushes, boyfriends, girlfriends, losses, discoveries, lies, deciet, gains, friendships, accidents, trouble, regret, disease, pregnancy, drama, fights, drugs, and so much more. In high school we grow up a lot faster than we expect or would even like too, we see everything differently and watch our childhood and innocence become our past with little we can do about it. We have to deal with getting our hearts broken, and then listen to people tell us it’ll be ok, that we’re still young, that we’ll get over it and find someone better, but in that moment the future doesnt matter cuz our world is crashing down around us. We deal with bullies and gossip, and have people tell us to just ignore it and it’ll get better, teachers looking past it, not wanting to see ‘stir up more trouble than it’s worth’, until someone gets pushed to far and hurts themself, hurts others, and unfortunately sometimes can no longer take the hurt and their lives can never be recovered. The only thing that makes high school worth life is the amazing friends you find and keep. People who come and go hurt, but when you manage to find those special people, all the hurt slowly washes away, and isnt that what really matters? That we have a person to lean on when we’re down, and have a shoulder to cry on when it all becomes too much. But also that we have someone that we can be there for.

Yours truly ♥

Stuck

Stuck at the age of wanting to grow up and wanting to stay young forever. It’s a tough age. You want the freedom and the childish restrictions gone. Afraid to grow up cuz you don’t know what to expect.

You make me want to grow up for the first time ever. Everything with you is just so easy to be around. Them older boys seem easier to be around but in the long run, how much will it hurt when you drop back to reality and realize, it cant always be.

Yours truly ♥

Silly boys, winning is for girls

I dont understand how girls can be so much more complicated than boys… Like sure girls can be complicated BUT SO CAN BOYS.

The insanity of guys not believing in relationships, guys never apologizing, or guys who think they didnt do anything wrong to begin with. It’s insane, we all do dumb shit, so please dont say the dreaded words that will in fact get you punched.

Yours truly ♥